||[Feb. 21st, 2003|01:48 pm]
ugh. Sometimes I wonder why the hell I'm really nice to people. I try to act like a friend to everyone, I don't lie or treat people like shit and I try to be there and be a friend and be helpful. It doesn't really bother me that these things aren't usually returned, appreciation is usually enough to keep me happy. I really don't fucking understand why SOME of my friends treat/have treated me shitty. People say and do some really fucking rude shit and I don't understand it. I don't say shit like that to my friends even if it bothers me (most of the time) and I don't talk shit behind my friends' backs. It really bothers me when people don't treat me like a friend and they just treat me like a jerk or an asshole, because I'm not. I'm not perfect, and as everyone knows, I'm not happy and positive ALL the time, but then again, no one is. So if I'm not being happy or positive, please, don't make a big fucking deal about it and treat me like I'm always like this or like im some jerk. We all act like that sometimes, so just fucking deal with it. Christ. Some people.|
Please, do not comment with something like "GEE, YOU REALLY HATE ALL YOUR FRIENDS I AM VERY OFFENDED DONT SPEAK TO ME ANYMORE." This rant does not apply to all of my friends. Whether or not this rant DOES apply to you, think about what I say, and please, don't treat your friends like shit. I was gonna make this a friends only entry, but I decided I want everyone to know.